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Lack of Clarity
01:38
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Blank screens,
white pages,
thoughts wander,
mind racing.
Contentment
or motivation,
no ability
to speak
When did this become too much
Debilitating
Is this getting older
Wise words are gone
Racking my brain to be worthy
Yet all there is left?
With no reason to speak
Nothing to say
Is it contentment
a loss of memory or motivation
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Silver Spoon
02:01
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What's that you say?
You're trying the best you can?
Keep up your facade
of sympathy, of empathy
Keep acting like you care
while the world hands you everything you'll need
on a silver platter
Spoon in your mouth,
pat on the back,
congrats on your uncontested win
What's it like to never work a day in your life
Pretending that you struggled through a system built just for you
What's that you say?
Oh poor me? Oh poor you?
Privilege got the best of you
What's it like to live your days in total lies
Pretending to care for others while you
Celebrate all that's been handed to you
What's it like to win every goddamn time
Spoon in your mouth,
pat on the back,
congrats on your uncontested win
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Opus
03:07
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Wasted time, wasted youth, wasted energy
All this time spent on useless things
Why even pretend this is meaningful,
staring at white lines
grasping onto past lives
Can't let go of the glory days
when the pain will go away
Keep running from the truth buried deep inside of you
Why even pretend this is meaningful,
staring at white lines and passing dreams
Keep counting on the days when the pain will go away
Keep running from the truth buried deep inside of you
Grasping onto past lives
Can't let go of the glory days
Staring at white lines and passing dreams
How do you leave this behind
Keep counting on the days when the pain will go away
Keep running from the truth buried deep inside of you
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Today is the day: the start of a new life without the weight of you crashing down on me
I spent sleepless nights wondering where I went wrong
In reality the lack of reality caused you to drown
Questioning what I could change, when really what needed to change
was always you
Free of conviction, keep playing the victim
Path of destruction,
ruining everyone that you say you love
Easy feeling worthless, when you threw away all that you had like you were just some dumb kid, who didn't know where the path would end.
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Missoula
02:24
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Did you think you'd break me
I'd come crawling back again
Tearing me down to nothing, your grip on my neck
Can you believe all you see
When did someone break you down
Made me think I couldn't breath without you around
Did you think you'd break me
I’m breaking free
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Boys Will Be Boys
02:17
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Do you question what you see?
Or do you not see what's right under your nose
Surrounded by clones, all the same
There's comfort in the ordinary, no need to change
Cause boys will be boys
Wipe your hands of any guilt
Brotherhood:
Who do you exclude every time that word passes your mouth
Do you see me the way you see yourself?
Or do you ignore those who question you
Cause boys will be boys
Wipe your hands of any guilt
Who do you exclude?
Brotherhood
The token role has been filled
Pat yourself on the fucking back
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Sylvia
03:10
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I do it so it feels like hell
I do it so it feels fucking real
Disappeared without a trace, without a word
Never saying goodbye,
breaking all my promises
Ran across the country
I would swim across the ocean if I could
When does one become a stranger
after years of digging at the truth
I still remember the first time I looked in your eyes
I thought I had found my home
Years later and this house is oh so quiet without you
I can't give anymore of myself
Acting like a stranger
Who will never see those eyes again
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The Fallacy of Existence
02:54
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How do I let go of bitterness and despair all around
I watch as people celebrate, alleviate, and perpetuate the pain felt by others owned by you
Searching for a light at the end of the tunnel,
but I'm staring into an abyss
I miss the days of not caring,
selfishness is bliss
Living each day like it's not the last:
Invincible and Unaware
Dreams are just that -
not meant to come true
The reality of life is just a nightmare
How does one hope when hopeless
How does one dream when blind
The world is falling down around us
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